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3 February 2010

InsyaAllah by Maher Zain

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can`t see which way to go
Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Everytime you can make one more mistake
You feel you can`t repent
And that its way too late
Your`re so confused,wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame


Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He`s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don`t let me go astray
You`re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way 2x
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah we`ll find the way

1 February 2010

Dia yang bergelar Lelaki

29 Januari baru sahaja meninggalkanku dan kini 7 Februari makin menghampiriku. Kedua-dua tarikh ini amat bermakna bagi aku kerana ia merupakan tarikh dua orang adik perempuanku diputerikan, Fatin Nadia (22) dan Irsalina Syaza (11). Manakala dua orang lagi adik perempuanku iaitu Awatif Nazurah (14) diputerikan pada 4 Mei dan Ainaa Syafiqah (19) diputerikan pada 25 Mei. Saban tahun tarikh kelahiran adik-adikku ini mengingatkan aku kepada seseorang, seorang ketua kepada keluarganya, seorang suami kepada isterinya, seorang ayah kepada anak-anaknya.

Lelaki ini juga merupakan seorang yang penyabar, seorang yang penyayang dan sentiasa memberikan senyuman. Apabila tiba saat ibuku hendak bersalin, dia akan bertanya soalan kepadaku, soalan yang diulang setiap kali ibuku hendak bersalin, “Hanan nak adik lelaki atau perempuan?”, lalu jawabku “adik lelaki”, kemudian dia menyambung “Hanan rasa mama dapat baby boy atau baby girl?”, jawabku “baby boy”. Begitulah jawabku setiap kali ditanya oleh lelaki berkenaan, namun Allah lebih mengetahui di dalam mengatur kehidupan hambaNya.

Aku masih ingat bagaimana aku sentiasa bersamanya dan mendampinginya saban hari. Dengan dia aku mengenal muzik, dengan dia juga aku mengenal Al-Quran. Dia akan menengking aku apabila setiap kali bacaanku salah dan dia akan memulas telingaku apabila setiap kali aku membuat kesalahan dalam matematik. Dia merupakan seorang tenaga pengajar yang amat dedikasi terhadap pekerjaannya. Walaupun dia mengajar di sekolah kerajaan tetapi keinginannya untuk melihat aku mempelajari ilmu agama menyebabkan dia menyuruh aku memasuki Ma’ahad Al-Abbasiah, sebuah sekolah agama rakyat setelah aku menamatkan persekolahan di peringkat rendah.

Pada tahun 2001 semasa aku di tingkatan 3, sekolahku mengadakan satu majlis dan aku terlibat sebagai ahli jawatankuasa pelaksana majlis tersebut. Semasa majlis berlangsung, guru kelasku iaitu Ustaz Aswad memanggilku lalu berkata “ada seseorang nak jumpa kamu”, apabila aku menoleh lantas wajah lelaki yang selalu aku dampingi terpacul di pintu kelas. Dengan senyuman aku berlari ke arahnya. Dia menyuruh aku memasuki kereta Toyota Corolla berwarna putih kekuningan. Aku masih ingat lagi nombor pendaftaran kereta tersebut iaitu ABC 6075. Aku dan dia sering menyanyikan sebuah lagu apabila kami berada di dalam keretanya “ABC 6075, ini kereta Wak Rahman yang punya”.

Tetapi kali ini dia sudah tidak lagi menyanyikan lagu tersebut. Dia juga jarang berbual dan lebih suka kepada senyap. Setibanya kami di Pekan Tanjung Malim, terus dia membawaku ke sebuah tempat di hujung barisan kedai usang yang usianya hampir mencecah seratus tahun. Dia menyuruh aku memilih sepasang kasut baru tetapi aku hanya diam tanda tidak tahu. Lalu dia memilih sepasang sandal sarung berwarna hitam untuk aku. Kami meneruskan perjalanan ke Universiti Putra Malaysia di mana majlis konvokesyen akan berlangsung. Aku melihat dia mengenakan jubah konvokesyen berwarna hijau pucuk pisang dan topi pengijazahan lalu beratur di tepi dewan utama. Kami yang lain dikerahkan masuk ke dalam dewan utama. Di saat dia menerima segulung ijazah di atas pentas, terlintas di benakku bahawa suatu hari nanti aku pula yang akan berada di atas pentas menerima segulung ijazah manakala lelaki tersebut duduk di satu sudut sambil menyaksikan aku.

Hari demi hari lelaki tadi terus mendiamkan diri seribu bahasa, tiada sepatah perkataan pun yang keluar dari mulutnya. Dia tidak lagi menjamah hidangan yang lazat mahupun kari kepala ikan yang menjadi kegemarannya. Dia hanya menjamah bubur nasi ataupun bubur gandum dengan segelas air susu soya. Setiap empat jam dia akan makan dua biji panadol dan satu sudu syrup heroin untuk mengurangkan kesakitannya. Tetapi baginya ubat tersebut bukan menghilangkan kesakitan tetapi hanya sekadar menenangkan jiwanya. Selama dua tahun dia hanya menjamah bubur gandum dan air soya dan selama dua tahun jugalah dia mencari penawar bagi kesakitan yang ditanggungnya. Daripada bomoh sehingga ke doktor pakar, semuanya memberikan jawapan yang negatif namun dia tetap bersabar dan pasrah dengan dugaan yang dihadapinya. Baginya semua ini adalah ujian dari Allah untuk melihat hambaNya tunduk kepadaNya. Sinar harapan masih wujud baginya untuk sihat seperti sediakala lalu dia membuat pinjaman kerajaan sebanyak RM140,000 bukan untuk kos pembedahan tetapi untuk membina sebuah rumah impian untuk keluarganya kerana selama ini mereka hidup menyewa.

Masih jelas diingatanku bahawa dia ingin melihat aku menyambung pengajian di peringkat universiti dan dia juga ingin melihat rumah impiannya. Pada suatu hari dia dijangkiti demam daripada anak-anaknya membuatkan penyakitnya menjadi lebih teruk. Beberapa jam selepas dijangkiti demam, dia dimasukkan ke hospital. Keesokan harinya pada tarikh 3 Oktober 2002 aku menerima panggilan daripada Hospital Besar Tapah, mereka memaklumkan bahawa dia sudah tiada lagi di dunia ini. Menitis air mataku apabila menerima berita tersebut tetapi apakan dayaku, Allah lebih menyayanginya dariku. Kini rumah yang tersergam indah tidak sempat di duduki oleh dia, segulung diploma milikku juga tidak sempat untuk ditatapinya. Sehingga kini aku sentiasa berdoa untuk kesejahteraan rohnya sebagaimana dia berdoa untuk kejayaan aku. Moga Allah merahmati rohnya dan menempatkan dia bersama orang yang beriman dan soleh. Bagiku dialah yang selalu memberi semangat kepadaku, dialah yang mengajarku erti kehidupan, dialah yang bernama Abdul Rahman Bin A.Khalid, dialah ayahku.

30 January 2010

The Mystery of 'Mona Lisa'

Did Leonardo da Vinci paint himself as 'Mona Lisa'?

Experts believe that Leonardo da Vinci's tomb holds the answer to one of art's greatest questions. The legend of Leonardo da Vinci is shrouded in mystery, how did he die? Are the remains buried in a French chateau really those of the Renaissance master? Was the "Mona Lisa" a self-portrait in disguise?

A group of Italian scientists believes the key to solving those puzzles lies with the remains — and they say they are seeking permission from French authorities to dig up the body to conduct carbon and DNA testing. If the skull is intact, the scientists can go to the heart of a question that has fascinated scholars and the public for centuries: the identity of the "Mona Lisa." Recreating a virtual and then physical reconstruction of Leonardo's face, they can compare it with the smiling face in the painting, experts involved in the project told The Associated Press.

"We don't know what we'll find if the tomb is opened, we could even just find grains and dust," says Giorgio Gruppioni, an anthropologist who is participating in the project. "But if the remains are well kept, they are a biological archive that registers events in a person's life, and sometimes in their death."

The leader of the group, Silvano Vinceti, told the AP that he plans to press his case with the French officials in charge of the purported burial site at Amboise Castle early next week.

But the Italian enthusiasm may be premature.

In France, exhumation requires a long legal procedure, and precedent suggests it's likely to take even longer when it involves a person of great note such as Leonardo.

Jean-Louis Sureau, director of the medieval-era castle located in France's Loire Valley, said that once a formal request is made, a commission of experts would be set up. Any such request would then be discussed with the French Ministry of Culture, Sureau said.

Leonardo moved to France at the invitation of King Francis I, who named him "first painter to the king." He spent the last three years of his life there, and died in Cloux, near the monarch's summer retreat of Amboise, in 1519 at age 67.

The artist's original burial place, the palace church of Saint Florentine, was destroyed during the French Revolution and remains that are believed to be his were eventually reburied in the Saint-Hubert Chapel near the castle.

The tombstone says simply, "Leonardo da Vinci;" a notice at the site informs visitors they are the presumed remains of the artist, as do guidebooks.

"The Amboise tomb is a symbolic tomb; it's a big question mark," said Alessandro Vezzosi, the director of a museum dedicated to Leonardo in his Tuscan hometown of Vinci.

Vezzosi, who is not involved in the project, said that investigating the tomb could help identify the artist's bones with certainty and solve other questions, such as the cause of his death. He said he asked to open the tomb in 2004 to study the remains, but the Amboise Castle turned him down.

As for the latest Italian proposal, Vinceti says preliminary conversations took place several years ago and he plans to follow up with a request next week to set up a meeting to explain the project in detail. This would pave the way for a formal request, he said.

The group of 100 experts involved in the project, called the National Committee for Historical and Artistic Heritage, was created in 2003 with the aim of "solving the great enigmas of the past," said Vinceti, who has written books on art and literature.

Arguably the world's most famous painting, the "Mona Lisa" hangs in the Louvre in Paris, where it drew some 8.5 million visitors last year. Mystery has surrounded the identity of the painting's subject for centuries, with speculation ranging from the wife of a Florentine merchant to Leonardo's own mother.

That Leonardo intended the "Mona Lisa" as a self-portrait in disguise is a possibility that has intrigued and divided scholars. Theories have abounded: Some think that Leonardo's taste for pranks and riddles might have led him to conceal his own identity behind that baffling smile; others have speculated that, given Leonardo's presumed homosexuality, the painting hid an androgynous lover.

Some have used digital analysis to superimpose Leonardo's bearded self-portrait over the "Mona Lisa" to show how the facial features perfectly aligned.

If granted access to the grave site, the Italian experts plan to use a miniature camera and ground-penetrating radar — which produces images of an underground space using radar waves_ to confirm the presence of bones. The scientists would then exhume the remains and attempt to date the bones with carbon testing.

At the heart of the proposed study is the effort to ascertain whether the remains are actually Leonardo's, including with DNA testing.

Vezzosi questions the feasibility of a DNA comparison, saying he is unaware of any direct descendants of Leonardo or of tombs that could be attributed with certainty to the artist's close relatives.

Gruppioni said DNA extracted from the bones could also eventually be compared to DNA found elsewhere. For example, Leonardo is thought to have smudged colors on the canvas with his thumb, possibly using saliva, meaning DNA might be found on his paintings, though Gruppioni conceded this was a long shot.

Even in the absence of DNA testing, other tests could provide useful information, including whether the bones belonged to a man or woman, and whether the person died young or old.

"We can have various levels of probability in the attribution of the bones," Gruppioni said. "To have a very high probability, DNA testing is necessary."

The experts would also look for any pathology or other evidence of the cause of death. Tuberculosis orsyphilis, for example, would leave significant traces in the bone structure, said Vinceti.

In the best-case scenario — that of a well-preserved skull — the group would take a CAT scan and reconstruct the face, said Francesco Mallegni, an anthropology professor who specializes in reconstructions and has recreated the faces ofFamous italians, including Dante.

Even within the committee, experts are divided over the identity of the "Mona Lisa."

Vinceti believes that a tradition of considering the self-portrait to be not just a faithful imitation of one's features but a representation of one's spiritual identity may have resonated with Leonardo.

Vezzosi, the museum director, dismissed as "baseless and senseless" the idea that the "Mona Lisa" could be a self-portrait of Leonardo.

The painting is "like a mirror: Everybody starts from his own hypothesis or obsession and tries to find it there," Vezzosi said in a telephone interview.

He said most researchers believe the woman may have been either a concubine of the artist's sponsor, the Florentine nobleman Giuliano de Medici, or Lisa Gherardini, the wife of a rich silk merchant, Francesco del Giocondo. The traditional view is that the name "Mona Lisa" comes from the silk merchant's wife, as well as its Italian name: "La Gioconda."

Associated Press writer Deborah Seward in Paris and Ariel David in Rome contributed to this report.

29 January 2010

How using the web can hurt your finances


3 Financial dangers of social media

Anyone who doubts the power of social media to affect finances need look no further than the example of Kansas City Chiefs football player Larry Johnson. The all-pro running back cost himself $213,000, and ultimately a job, by posting anti-gay slurs on the micro-blogging service Twitter -- in 140 characters or less, of course. Career trouble is just one way a badly managed social media presence can hit your pocketbook. Following are three areas where social media could damage your financial life, and how to avoid such pitfalls.


Debt Collection

Social media has become a key tool for collection agencies trying to track down debtors, says Michelle Dunn, CEO of the American Credit and Collections Association and author of "Do's and Don'ts of Online Collections Techniques."

"If they don't have a good phone number or the mail's being returned, a lot of them use Facebook to find out if they have a different address or their employment information," Dunn says.

Many bill collectors who think they've found a debtor on a social media site will keep an eye on that individual's online presence, Dunn says.

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"They don't necessarily have to post anything to them; they just watch what that person is posting," she says.

Setting a social media profile to allow anyone -- not just friends -- to look at postings can make your profile a particularly rich source of information, she says.

"People post things about if they've gotten a new home or a new vehicle," Dunn says. "People just post such private things about their lives, and the whole world is watching."

Privacy laws should preclude a collections professional from contacting and humiliating you on your social media page, Dunn says. However, some debt collectors violate those legal and ethical boundaries and assume false identities as a means of getting information, she says.


Scams

Social media sites ask for, and often get, a large amount of personal information from users. Unfortunately, identity thieves may use that information to perpetuate scams, especially if you use personal information when creating security passwords, McCarthy says.

"If you have a public Facebook profile that gives your birth date and your parents' names and that kind of thing, they can provide the answers to security questions that your bank might have on its Web site," she says.

Even if your profile is private, identity thieves may find other ways to get your information, Beal says.

"We see spammers, we see hackers, we see people trying to sell products using fictitious profiles," he says. "There was a study done a few years ago where one group created a specific fictitious profile and the number of people that accepted their friend request ... was pretty high."

For this reason, be careful about adding social networking "friends" you don't know in real life, says Beal.

"Social networking is not a popularity contest," says Beal. "I don't add anyone to Facebook or LinkedIn unless I know them."

And remember, just because a social media site asks for information doesn't mean you have to give it, Beal says.

Finally, McCarthy recommends never sending money to someone who asks for it over a social media service. Smith says that there have been reports of scammers hijacking accounts and posing as friends.


Employment

Andy Beal, CEO of the social media monitoring platform Trackur.com, says jobseekers should assume potential employers will do a Google search of candidates' names. Social media profiles typically appear near the top of the search page.

If you have questionable pictures or posts on a public profile, take them down or make the profile private to avoid trouble.

Also, steer clear of negative talk about a prospective employer on any social media platform, Beal says. Many companies monitor mentions of their brand throughout the Web, he says.

He cites the case of a Twitter user who posted about a new job offer from Cisco, but expressed doubt about "the daily commute" and "hating the work." A Cisco employee noticed the tweet and demanded to know the name of the user's hiring manager.

Even employees who think their jobs are safe can sabotage themselves by being too honest online about their personal lives, or by posting feelings regarding a boss, client, co-worker or company for whom they work.

"We've seen a lot of cases of people publishing status updates that have gotten them in trouble," says Justin Smith, founder and editor in chief of Inside Facebook. "People have said things that have caused problems with their boss because of what they said about their work or because they've shared some other kind of private information about work online."Caroline McCarthy, a staff writer at CNET News, says the best defense against such mistakes is to use plain old common sense. Remember, anything that appears on the Web is just a screenshot away from spreading quickly, despite the best efforts of social media users to keep it private.

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Modern Vampirism


If you’ve seen Twilight, you’ll remember the scene where Bella searches Google for information about the Quileute legend of the “cold ones”. As she quickly clicks through links, her computer screen fills with images of vampires of different names and cultures. This may lead people like me who have never given much thought to vampires to wonder about the truth of vampire legends.

While there is some debate over whether or not the websites Bella surfs are real, what is true is that the Quileute legend of the "cold ones" is something Stephenie Meyer, the author of the Twilight series, invented. However the story of the Quileute people descending from wolves is an actual part of their native folklore.

Although vampires may not be part of the Quileute’s folk heritage, they are a part of many other cultures. The traits of these undead revenants vary widely from culture to culture as do the methods for identifying and protecting oneself from them.

Legends of blood sucking demons and spirits date back to ancient times but the word vampire did not come into use in the English language until the 1730s. The image of the modern vampire, pale, gaunt, and fanged, was born in Bram Stoker’s Dracula published in 1897. With that novel came the stereotypical image of vampires (sleeping shrouded in coffins by day, turning into bats, bursting into flames when exposed to sunlight, being warded off with garlic, succumbing to death from a stake through the heart) that has endured for over a hundred years.

Now Meyer has created a new vampire image for modern times. Edward Cullen and his family have psychic powers, superhero strength and speed, don’t ever sleep, glitter in the sun, and can be killed not by a stake but by fire. Some of the attributes in Meyer’s version of vampires contradict the stereotypes we’ve known. In a way, she’s written a modern legend of vampirism.

28 January 2010

it's not over for a fat lady to swing




I heard a quote in a movie 'Raising Helen' and I really like it. It said that "it's not over for a fat lady to swing'. So guys, no matter how old are you or where you are, you can live your life happily just like this story.

It was Harriet Richardson Ames' dream to earn her bachelor's degree in education. She finally reached that milestone, nearly three weeks after achieving another, her 100th birthday. On Saturday, the day after receiving her diploma at her bedside, the retired schoolteacher died, pleased that she had accomplished her goal, her daughter said. Ames had been in hospice care. She had what I call a 'bucket list,' and that was the last thing on it.

Ames, who turned 100 on Jan. 2, had earned a two-year teaching certificate in 1931 at Keene Normal School, now Keene State College. She taught in a one-room schoolhouse in South Newbury, and later spent 20 years as a teaching principal at Memorial School in Pittsfield, where she taught first-graders.

Through the years, she had taken classes at the University of New Hampshire, Plymouth Teachers College and Keene State to earn credits for her degree. With her eyesight failing, she stopped after retiring in 1971 and was never sure if she had enough credits.

Her wish for a degree became known when a Keene State film professor interviewed her a couple of years ago for a piece on the college's own centennial, which the school celebrated last year. The school decided to research her coursework and see if it could award Ames her long-sought diploma. The offices of the provost, registrar and other departments worked quickly in the last month to determine, that indeed, it could.

She wanted to be the best that she could be, that's what she said. When the college was working on the degree, Ames started to cry and said, "'If I die tomorrow, I'll know I'll die happy, because my degree's in the works.'"

College officials, drove the document to Ames' bedside on Friday. She's the kind of person that every parent would want their first-graders to have as a teacher, very loving and caring.